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Hey guys. Long time no see, ne? My gawd, there's way too much to write about. It's been, what, almost a month? I missed alot of must blog days, such as Halloween, where I walked around school looking like ( this )
Ahh, that was real fun. Hm.. honestly, last month was kinda hell for me. Life kinda sucked and my self esteem was at a crazy low. But hopefully, that's all over for now and I'm just really grateful for Dream and people. They make me happy.~
So, guys. I'm gonna be catching up with people (for reals this time!) and trying to finish some more projects by the end of this month. Oh yeah! I'll finally get to coming up with a way to make this blog fun again by trying to design a new layout or some shit. =) Wish me luck!
And yeah, apologies for the scattered blog. Let's talk about today. ( So, Free Hug Campaign was a success. )
Please take care guys. I'll be totally unmushy next blog. =D
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| Survey stolen from Dream! |
[10:18:06 | 09:32PM] |
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Something important on your desk: computer, mechanical pencil from Hong Kong
When you sleep you wear: pe shorts+a random shirt
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: some art books, comics, online gifts
Something you don't have a lot of: portfolio pieces
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: backpack with shitloads of art stuff in it, the photo album Dream gave me, and my copy of Battle Royale
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: rice pudding
A time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally: The last huge fight with my mom
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: a little recently
One person you have killed in your thoughts: nope!
FRIENDS
Three traits you look for in a friend: trustworthy
Who makes you laugh most often: Timmy
A friend who you can tell anything: Dream
A friend you can go to for advice: Dream, close friends, etc
The best piece of advice you had been given: "Practice makes perfect"
Two closest friends: Dream and Jackie
The friend who uses most of your energy: Dream <3
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: I'm nice, I'm supportive,
Your 3 worst qualities: I get insecure very easily, I'm moody, and I'm insecure about my fitness
Describe your Ideal self: a happy animator/illustrator with a great family
You are embarassed when: I do something people around me don't really approve of
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: breaking my clavicle in 6th grade
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: Crystal's passing
Moment you are most ashamed of: Any moment of me in elementary school
Your best physical feature: my hair, maybe chest? XD
Who/What makes you happy: Dream, drawing, friends
Who/what makes you sad: seeing people cry, feeling like a jerk
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: insecurity, sadness
The emotion you tend to experience most: happiness
The emotion you are feeling most lately: unproductive, bored
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: tendency to not do things
When you are angry you need: to walk around and yell
When you are sentimental you need: support from someone
When you are in love you need: to be loved back <3
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: waking up every Christmas morning, waking up with Dream at Ben's
One of your most tragic memories: getting the IM from Crystal's sister telling me she died
One of your angriest memories: feeling like I hate my mom
A memory that makes you laugh: all our film projects during sophomore year
A memory that makes you happy: Dream and I, whenever we get time together
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: um.. being happy hyper active without shame
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: whiners, egotistical people, people who like to make others miserable, jerks, football players
Two things appealing about people: friendly!
A personality trait you find appealing: understanding, trustworthy
Your secret passion: making people/wrestlers using WWE Smackdown! Here Comes the Pain
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: someone always loves you, who isn't gonna go anywhere, right there for each other
RELATING
Do you have a bf/gf if yes who? yes, Dream =)
What do you find sexy about them: ditto with the intimate
A place where you want to have sex: err a bed?
A strange place where you have had sex: not applicable
What drives you crazy (in a good way) about this person: how adorable/loving she is
What music is on when you have sex, or is it the tv?: not applicable
Favorite song to have sex to: huh?!
Describe your mate physically: look in the previous posts
Describle your mate's personality: she can get bitter, but she's loving, cute, and caring
You feel most attractive when: I'm running
Favorite thing you like to see your mate wear: anything polkadotted
What would you like your mate to do more of: sensitive, not so bitter for things, patience <3
FINALLY
If you had more time alone you would: sleep and draw
If you had more patience you would: read and catch up with world events
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: my huge nose and my face (lots of pimple scars)
If you had no committments what would you be doing: I wouldn't know?
If you could have one super power what would it be: teleportation and force fields
If you could start all over... I'd start relations with my mom over
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| Hi again, world |
[10:10:06 | 02:57AM] |
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Hey guys,
So, I:
( I look like a total douche bag in this pickchore )
am really loving the paper version of Jurassic Park now that I've gotten to the gorefest. It totally rocks.
am reeeeallly happy for this couple. It's so sweet to see love like that last for so long. Mushy, but come on guys. Totally sweet.
need to stop drawing Pikachus. But he's just so damn cuuuuute. ( Cut for huge ) Does anyone have a version of Adobe Illustrator they don't mind letting me borrow very briefly and installing? I wanna redesign this blog and decorate with shitloads of sleeping pikachus. Go me. =)
really, really hate jerks. ( find out why. Click! )(Total rant. Relieeeef.~)
wanna watch The Departed. It's supposedly the first real Oscar contender of the year, and after a handful of upsets (COUGH DAHLIA COUGH) I might have some more faith in the movie industry (which has been suffering bit time since its huge peak with POTC).
am sick of Mooncakes.
Are hoping you guys are doing alright. Please take care!
-Jon
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| Happy October |
[10:05:06 | 08:26PM] |
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I hate all these radio silences. Happy October! I really need to get back into blogging again, it's just senioritis is actually getting to me. September's already over, and I feel like I haven't accomplished anything. The children's book's still in the works, but I keep having art blocks whenever I try to finish up a new page (I tore up four pages last night out of frustration). I really missed LJ, and I promise I'll try to catch up with y'all soon. I hope September was real swell for you guys. Ugh, I'm hating how I am lately. Drama here, drama there. I've been feeling like shit for a while.
Quick blog, just to get started rather than keep telling myself while I just sit around doing absolutely nothing. I'll be blogging regularly soon.
Take care guys! Hopefully October has way more to look forward too.
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| Life, life, hi |
[09:19:06 | 10:08PM] |
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So I failed my driving test yesterday. ( Fail )
It's all good. Give it another month and I'll be ready. Bring it on, DMV. You're my bitch!
So life's decent. I feel terribly unproductive because my days are mostly chill. Sometimes I feel totally annoying. Gawd, I hate when that happens.
My week's kinda dull already. I hope you guys are having more fun and are staying safe, especially after that randomly exciting lockdown drill this afternoon. Please take care!
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